Doing it all the hard way...

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

Fire on the Mountain

Nearly everything in the mountains is amplified and the entrance of fall is no exception.  The energy and power of summer has grown weary and the forest is silent.  The earth dries out and wildlife frantically prepares for winter. Afternoons are still warm and for a window of time only the nights grow colder.  A few leaves fly in the wind before the hills suddenly explode with red, orange and gold.

This is a time for reflection as we pause, ever so briefly, between summer and winter.  Our recreation waits until the sun has warmed the forest. It is nice to be unhurried.  The objectives of the summer have either been met or missed and the outcomes accepted.  It is a time to look forward.
In this season of comfort it was unusual that I found myself in the morning cold astride my bike before eight AM.  Circumstances necessitated a completion before one in the afternoon and simple arithmetic dictated the start time.  It was about four or five Celsius with the clouds and sun playing tag in a bright blue sky as I departed. 

This was my first ride of the season with big gloves, booties and a wool beanie under my helmet.  Summer is gone for good. My jersey pockets sagged with food and extra clothing as I embarked on my long solitary ride. I passed through town and it was comically quiet.  In a week this place will be busy with hunters getting coffee before seeking their trophies, but this morning everyone must have still been in bed.  In the summer this street is so busy you almost expect to see jugglers on unicycles, but this morning it is deserted.  

I downshifted and started the climb up and away from town. In the shade of the hillside I felt suddenly colder than I had been in the filtered sunshine.  The ascent warmed me and after ten miles I had only seen two vehicles.  I scanned the hillsides for grouse and deer.  Squirrels darted across the road and hawks soared overhead searching for their breakfast.
The road climbed gradually as I made my way north alongside the Chewuch river.  I wasn’t warm and I wasn’t cold.  My effort kept my furnace stoked and I took comfort knowing I had a wind jacket in my back pocket just in case.  The eastern side of the valley was still in the morning shade but the road had sunlight filtered through the trees.  I rode on the left side of the road just to increase my sun exposure. There was no oncoming traffic.  There was no traffic.  I felt like the only person on the planet.

As I continued north the road gained elevation steadily.  I realized I had forgotten to account for the conundrum of riding in the mountains. The higher you go, the colder it is.  The increase in temperature by the day warming up was almost perfectly offset by the decrease in temperature because of the increase in elevation. 
The grade kept my speed moderate and I was able to look around searching for deer, elk and bear.  Sightings are rare, but worth celebrating.  On my return I would be going thirty to forty kilometers an hour and my focus would be on avoiding the countless potholes in this old road, so if I wanted to see wildlife, this was my chance.
Finally the valley floor opened up a bit and for the first time on this ride I felt some warmth.  I pulled off my big gloves and rode with just my liner gloves on my hands.  My cadence was high and the road continued to alternate between slight incline and steeper sections. 

Nearly two hours into the ride the pavement ended and I smiled at the wonderful sound of gravel crunching under my Sectors. As I climbed and climbed the colors got brighter and move vivid.  I was about 1000m (3,300’) above sea level and autumn was ON!  
The gravel road was steeper and alternated between soft sandy patches and washboard at its end of season finest.  I looked up the valley and churned onward.  The valley floor was a mix of jumbled rocks and a meandering stream that seemed to be in no hurry to send its water down the valley.  The ground cover was awash with color and the mix of dark boulders and colorful foliage was stunning.

This spot was the site of a tragic fire in 2001 and in the spring, when I usually ride this route, the black and grey of the snags is only slightly offset by the smattering of green.  Today the hills were muted grey under the clouds yet the yellow on the valley floor was in bright sunshine and the contrast was a treat I may never see again.  I passed the memorial to the young firefighters who died battling the fire sixteen years ago.  I bowed my head out of respect as I rode past.
Any description I might try to convey would betray my shortcomings as a writer and fail to relate the solemn majesty of this silent valley on this crisp morning.  I paused and tried to absorb the scene.  I wished I could capture the feeling and relive it another time. The sound of my breathing vanished in the vastness of the valley.

I had a keen sensation that reminded me that I was a visitor to this valley.  I could stay, but not for long.  I was a long way from people and warmth.  I ate a bar and thought back to last May when I was here and the valley was flooding with snow melt. 
It is such a dichotomy to be in mountains that have been in existence since man stood upright, yet to be witnessing a color explosion and light combination that may only happen a few hours each year.  I soaked in all I could fathom then turned my bike downhill and with the sun on my back I began the journey home.

I was struck by the steepness of the descent on gravel.  I had been so entranced by the beauty on the way up I had forgotten the unrelenting grade.  The washboard and soft sand demanded my focus.  

When I was back on pavement I are a plum I had carried and forgotten about until I felt it in my pocket.  Then I zipped up for the speedy roller coaster descent.  My speed on the sub-optimal pave’ demanded my full attention and only allowed for momentary glances around me. I got in a good rhythm and pushed the pace.  When the grade would let up or even turn upward for a few hundred yards I got out of the saddle and pushed.  I was feeling strong.

As I was nearing home I attacked a short hill and my quads screamed when I got out of the saddle.  I was approaching four hours of ride time and I had spent most of it riding a moderately serious tempo.  It was now warm enough that I took my liner gloves off and unzipped my jersey a few inches. 

Rolling back through town the tourists were now getting lunch and shopping for things they didn’t even know they needed.  I pedaled on and drained the last drops out of my last bottle.  Although I was tired the climb back to the cabin was easy enough and when I unclipped from my clipless pedals (ironic isn’t it?) I savored the satisfaction of a good day in the saddle.

Hard Things



We don’t get self-esteem by being told we are special.  We get self-esteem by doing hard things.

Training and aging provides a dichotomy that provides almost daily conflict.  Aging tells me to listen to my body and go by feel.  If it hurts; back off. Training tells me that pain in weakness leaving my body and that I need to push through the hurt.  Go figure.

2016 has been a year of backing off.  Backing off has made me soft.  I hate being soft.

New Year’s always seems like an odd time to make plans, set goals or change direction.  I find the end of summer is a good time to take a measure of things and look at opportunities for improvement.

My end of summer assessment and my performance on some recent undertakings classifies me as soft and slow.  Backing off when things get hard has become a habit; a very bad habit.  I need to get back to embracing hard things and all that comes with them.  I must once again get on good terms with my pain cave.  I have projects at home that require dedicated effort.  I need to accept challenges and complete them.


My goal is to commit to, prepare for, and complete hard things.  The older we get the longer the path back becomes.  The path is also fraught with complexity and setbacks. Preparing for hard things is a delicate balance. You can’t attack it like you are twenty years old.  It is a strategic and measured plan that must be faithfully executed.  The only way the path gets shorter is to start.  Care to join me?

Beaver Creek Belgian Style

With the seasonal window starting to close we find our Methow rides have a, “Now or never” urgency.  After riding past the Beaver Creek Mountain Bike Trail a handful of times I really wanted to add that to our list of rides completed.  Hottie was up for it and so we drove up, on the eve of hunting season to get it in before the snow fell. 

As we saddled up there were snowflakes swirling in the air.  Setting off we pedaled hard as the gravel road climbed relentlessly.  Trucks carrying anxious hunters passed us as they searched for a good spot to pursue their trophies the next morning.
The higher we rode the more snow was falling and as we approached four thousand feet the trees held little handfuls of snow on their needles.  Summertime is over.
When we turned onto the trail our feet were cold and snow was starting to stick to our arms.  The trail turned out to be a hiking trail for which mountain biking was an afterthought.  I know there have been some valiant efforts put in to make this trail more bike friendly. There is still lots to do. We had several stream crossings that required dismounts.  
The long dry summer had sucked the so much moisture out of the ground that on some long steep downhills it felt like we were descending a mound of flour.  We had to walk in places which felt like we were wasting all of the climbing we had done earlier in the ride.
The colors along the trail were amazing and we saw bear scat as well as elk and deer droppings so we knew we were not alone.  

The snow didn’t let up and by the time we made it back to the car we were both starting to dance with hypothermia.  I loaded the bikes up and cranked up the heater and we made our way back to the cabin.   Beaver Creek Trail in 2017; done.