You don't know what you've got 'til you lose it all, again.
- Bruce Hornsby
It is like each day I was issues a hundred points to use as I saw fit. Work took sixty or seventy points, then a few for a workout, some more for making dinner, etc. Finally, the last few to balance the books and pay bills. Now it is like I only get 70 points and work takes more than it used to and I'm pretty much out of points by two or three in the afternoon and my head hurts.
I have tried to tell myself that it will pass, but the outlook now is that it will be well into 2022 before I have a chance to get back to the old normal. I'm all about positivity, but man, this is a challenge.
I've seen some windows closing, but I never had any idea some could close this FAST.
I know I need to start from scratch and build some base fitness in anticipation of getting my vision working again. Sadly I'm an all or nothing kind of guy and not being able to mountain bike or put something challenging on the calendar is making my mind hurt.
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