Working with a coach is turning out to be very different
than I expected. I imagined some tweaking of my basic typical training plans. I pictured working in some intervals on my
bike commute. I figured there would be some more structure to my intervals one
day a week.
What I am doing is harder in every way than I
expected. It takes more time. It takes
prime time. There are some days with a morning and an evening workout. Two-a-days? Whiskey, Tango, Foxtrot! I am
training during my usual dinner time a day or three each week. Hottie has been very accommodating and we are
both glad my season isn’t too long.
I figured I might as well go all in and I have been
working hard when I am supposed to go hard.
I had some surprising success in my first race and I while I could
rationalize that away I am using that as motivation to stay on a challenging program.
It is amazing that after decades of training, first in
running and later on a bike, my mind still tries to talk me into cutting
corners. “You can do this one real hard and skip the last two?” Where the heck did that come from? “Execute the plan” I tell myself over and
over. The plan is hard. All the best things are hard. Right, Sophie?
At times it feels foolish to be a grandfather and be out
running stairs before the sun comes up.
I should know better shouldn’t I?
I can’t imagine trying to do this program with kids at home and a full
time job. I am a baby about getting
enough sleep and while I do get up pretty early most days I am embarrassed to
tell you how early I’ve been going to bed.
Let’s just say I check my phone in the morning to see if the Mariners
won.
On the other hand the hard work has an eerie
familiarity. When I ran track we did
block repeats of 4x400m intervals. 400 meters is the perfect distance to get a
rush of lactic acid. I recall clearly the metallic taste in my mouth and the
sensation that the roots of my teeth hurt when I would fight to catch my breath
after each of those twelve to twenty intervals.
When I reached the top of the 188 stairs this morning I put my hands on
my knees to catch my breath. It was
still a few minutes before sunrise and under the cloudy skies my legs looked
the same to my age-impaired eyes as they did in 1977. My feet were even clad in Nikes just like
they were in 1977. This served to
perpetuate the self-serving lie that I am not old.
I can’t predict what my results will be in the coming
races but I can tell you that if you like the analogy of putting deposits into
the pain bank, my account balance has grown significantly. I can’t imagine working this hard and not
having it pay off. I do realize these
things take time and know that even if I don’t see results right away it absolutely
will happen.
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